wow i have written in this for the longest...i seriously thought my account would have been deleted...hahaha

well as usual family troubles...a fight here a fight thereand now we are not talking, no eatting together, not even as much look at eacher other...but whatever...i have learned to cope...for those who like to be petty and a bitch they can continue...for those who like to whine, complain, and nag go right ahead because i dont care anymore...why you woud ask... because it has been so long already and it is obvious that there can be no end to it so why bother put it into consideration because it doesnt help the situation and it would only get yourself unhappy...so why bother...

well lately i have been crazy about tennis...my wrist hurts a lot but i go play anyways...i am actually proud of myself for taking this intiative to get more involved in it because i met a lot of cool friends and i learned something new...yipee...hardwork does pay off...i am losing weight...so far i lost 11 lbs...well i play app. 7 hours a week i think it should be worth something...hahaha...but anyways i still have a lot to learn...thank goodness "uncle henry" is there to teach and help me *note: uncle henry is not my real uncle he is in fact a 25 years old male that i think is the coolest person in the whole wide world and he treats me really nice and for a short while i was infatuated with him but has thought it over and feel that nothing can ever happen between us because even if i did like him he would have to like me back for anything to happen but he it is very clear that he does not express any interest in me what so ever so...yea...lets just leave it at that*

i have been so busy...no not on schoolwork silly but on other stuff like chatting on forums...especially on "entertainment" fahrenheit!!!!! so i have neglected this place...but i will try to post every now and then to release some stress...

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